Wednesday, February 10, 2010

Life without Nicole Day 8

Dear Nikki,

It's been 8 days since you left. Our memories of the good times start to vivid in my mind. I travelled to station 10 today. It was a wonderful shift. We ran all day and slept througout the night.

I was happy to get your reply back from the text only to find that you were hurt because of what I said last Sat. Does the truth her. Do you really think that we should have some distance from now on? I mean you have been avoiding me since the very first day. Is that 'distance' that you mean yesterday means leaving you out of my life forever.

I've been pondering about that. Now I begin to really affirm in what God's telling me. Should I let you go? I decided to..I deleted your Number from my phone and put away any pictures of us togather. I basically trying to erase any trace of you.

Are you glad now? Or are you upset deep inside?

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