Dear Nicole,
I woke up from the bed feeling refreshed. It's the first time in months since I was able to sleep. Thanks to the 100 mg of Benadryl that I've taken. I was energetic physically, but my emotion felt uneasy. I dragged myself to work.
I don't know why but when I am depressed, I enjoyed going to work. Perhaps it's the best way to get my mind off you. I was able to focus, and I was on top of my game. Still every time we get back to the station from a call, I feel upset.
Night time is the hardest for me. I thank God for giving me a busy night. I was hoping that we could on a bad call, so I can stop thinking of you for the time being. It didn;t happen. Every hour I was looking at my phone. Hoping that I could get your text and telling me that you are kidding about last night. I waited..It's not there. Again I am heartbroken.
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