Dear Nicole,
Today is the third day you are gone in my life. I was physically and emotionally exhausted. It's probably because of the 2 hours of sleep I get. I went straight to the gym to train. Today I wasn't able to complete the whole 50 flights of stairs at the gym. I can only do 40 flights. I was dizzy,nauseated and in alot of pain. Still I found pleasure. I wish you could be there with me climbing the stairs behind me motivating me.
I went back to the gym around 4. I went early so I could miss you at the gym. I dare not face you. I leave the gym by 7 only so I can go home without seeing you there.
I need someone to talk to. I need a female opinion to find out the reason why you did this. I went and have dinner with jennifer.(TJ's ex). She gave me alot of different view. She listened to me. At first I was really worried that you broke up with me because you fell in love with another guy at Buford. Jen told me otherwise. I was glad even though I wanted it to be true, so I can completely let you go.
I went home exhausted yet couldn't fall asleep. Benadryl is becoming my new addiction.
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