Dear Nicole,
This is the fourth day that you abandoned me. I tried to think positive and telling myself that all this happen for a reason, and I could focus more on my training. I completed the whole 50 flights. it was hard, but I did it. I feel I am getting stronger. I am ready for the climb, but I was disappointed that you will not be there to climb with me.
I am no longer mad at you. I realized that I love you even more when you were gone. I regretted that everytime we meet at the house, I could at least stay an extra hour. I regretted that I gave you the silent tx at the gym. I regretted that I didn't give you a hug that morning when I dropped of that tools. I regretted that I hurt your feelings.
Out of love I get worried. I couldn't bring myself to call or text you and find out how are you holding up. I seek help from your friend Jennifer. She told me to talked to you directly. My pride say no, I am challenging myself. I did what regular people didn't do.
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